We promised each other forever, but that was forever ago, love fades and so did we, echoes screamed the words that we would never say. The silence overtook the loneliness that we seemed to find comfort in. We are now two strangers, that maybe never knew each other at all. 

 How do you prepare yourself to say goodbye to someone your soul loves so deeply. I keep hearing the words replay like a broken fucking record, they tell you to prepare but they never tell you how to prepare. My heart aches so bad and I selfishly don’t want to say goodbye, I want to hold you here forever, but I know it’s time my angel. I know it’s time for you to go home. I love you. My life was overfilled with love because of you. You loved me so fully and because of you I know what it feels like to be protected and loved. You were a serious man but not when it came to your grandchildren. You loved all of us and God knows you had your hands full. There was never a day I saw you down. Strong and hard working yet always gentle with us. I will always hold you within my heart. I am thankful and grateful that I was blessed with you as a grandfather. I will never be ready to say goodbye to you but I know it’s time for you to fly high. I love you my angel for always and forever. 

New year

2021 oh how thankful and grateful I am to see another year. This past year has been a hard one, not only for me but for everyone around the world. We’ve all lost something or someone in 2020 and although it’s been extremely hard we have grown and learned. I don’t have a new year resolution but I have made a promise to stay true to myself of my spiritual journey. I will move freely and more openly in all that I do, and I most definitely will be looking forward to all life has to give. Stay blessed everyone. ♥️