How do you prepare yourself to say goodbye to someone your soul loves so deeply. I keep hearing the words replay like a broken fucking record, they tell you to prepare but they never tell you how to prepare. My heart aches so bad and I selfishly don’t want to say goodbye, I want to hold you here forever, but I know it’s time my angel. I know it’s time for you to go home. I love you. My life was overfilled with love because of you. You loved me so fully and because of you I know what it feels like to be protected and loved. You were a serious man but not when it came to your grandchildren. You loved all of us and God knows you had your hands full. There was never a day I saw you down. Strong and hard working yet always gentle with us. I will always hold you within my heart. I am thankful and grateful that I was blessed with you as a grandfather. I will never be ready to say goodbye to you but I know it’s time for you to fly high. I love you my angel for always and forever.