You can only give youself so much until there is no more left to  give.

Do you know what if feels lke to feel as if your drowning. Every day you give and you give and you get to this point where inside you almsot feel less alive. Days go by and it feels like you are on auto pilot just floating in mid space, and everything around is moving but your suspended in time. It feels as if your yells and your pleas have been muffled by nothing just this time that seems to move but your not moving at all. Its as if everyone is looking at you but no one really sees you