Attached

I’m not a person that holds on to things. I have this very easy flowing energy about me and not many people understand that kind of energy. At a very young age I learned what hurt and pain felt like. I learned what lost felt like. I went through an abandonment faze and I held onto someone out of pure fear of being alone. I accepted anything and everything he gave because I believed that no one else on this earth would love me. I spent many many days alone but I am thankful for each and every experience. Attachment taught me that when you hold on to tightly you end up suffocating things. No one wants to feel like a possession. No one wants to feel suffocated and no one wants to be with someone who can’t stand on their own two feet. It took me a long time to realize I was whole all by myself. That not one person could make me happy until I was fully happy with myself.